NEW-YEAR WITH OLD FLAMES

VIRTUAL vs REALITY:

VIRTUAL:

I Just wanna hold my breathe, for a few seconds,
Feeling the silence that started to rule over,
Knowing to be truthful to myself,

Digging all the pain from the deep inside,

letting them into tears,

then Now I can say that I was reborn,

For the New me for this Year,

Filled with total beatific, shooting my smile,

Leaving all the darkness behind,

moving forward, pushing myself.....,

And now I can say,

I've been like a Caterpillar,

suffered a lot with pain, 

Surrounded myself with wounds,

And Now I'm not Insane anymore,

BUT transformed to "BUTTERFLY",
Stretching my wings opened Wide ,
flying against the breeze, without any fear inside,
That is me, Just  only me and,
This is my "Metamorphism"
and this is my "Resurrection" 
THIS IS MY
NEW YEAR

REALITY:

This is a bigger fantasy or might be a nightmare,

but I don't know why do people add the Word "NEW",

if the year in the almanac changes,

It is a bitter fact that,

All the days in the year will remains the same,

With the same mess with the life, nothing really changes

It is like making yourself a piece of Shit,

that blinding your senses and craving for good days,

It always makes me feel dazing  that why we celebrate

"HAPPY NEW-DAY" cause every day in the calendar changes after 24 hrs, In such case why not "NEW-HOUR, NEW-SEC"

Funny right, But the fact that increment in the Year 

or  just adding more candle's to the cake you've ICED

can not change the fate, can not wipe the agony
can not blow away the grief, 
In fact miseries are strong enough to break a weak heart,

SO, What is really in need to celebrate New-Year,
Absolutely not,
There's nothing like the word New-Year,
and it's a bigger flaw with the belief that 
adding happy to the New-Year can change the fate of the year,

It is just the incrementing of the year with Old-Flames